Life catches up with us and we often find ourselves with little time to do the things we want. I haven't given this blog the attention I've wanted to and I have not worked out or paid attention to the things I ate at all. I'm fairly certain that I have gained weight, but I am too afraid to weigh myself to find out. I know I have failed on my goals so far.
One of the biggest things that has been weighing(punny) on my mind is how I look to others. I have been on a couple of dates where I could tell they weren't attracted to me at all. I didn't have this problem before I got this fat. I have no desire to be this way.
I've simply been lazy. And I think I've entered a minor depression with breaking up with my girlfriend a few months ago and with looking for new work. Once you get to this point, it is very easy to just allow yourself to lapse even further. It's a total snowball effect once it gets rolling. I can recognize that this is on my shoulders and that I have fallen short. I have a desire to change this and hope to be making a turn around in the near future. My focus is going to be on working out. I hope that I have the inner strength and conviction to do this for me, and for everyone that comes to read this page seeking inspiration.
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